So, It’s coming out week at Texas State
Which led me to think about my own personal sexuality “choices”
In middle school, around seventh grade, I thought I was bisexual. I found my two best girl friends, Alyssa and Shea, to be very attractive and I felt weird around them at times. I still really liked boys, despite most of them being assholes because it’s middle school and they are programmed that way.
With Alyssa I was pretty forward about it. I even told her I would date her if not for my boyfriend. I don’t quite remember her responses to my statements but she was/is Christian and didn’t agree with it, so I didn’t continue the thought. I never told Shea and she still doesn’t know (I think she figured it out though because no one is subtle in middle school) and it doesn’t matter now because she is married and I’m with Jorge.
So being that I thought about these two girls in a more than friends manner, I thought I was bisexual. But, to be honest, the only girl I would date to this day is Alyssa. If I happen to find another girl attractive enough to have those feelings about her, I remember that most girls are terrible and I am terrible and the combination would be terrible. So, I decided I wasn’t. I identify myself as heterosexual, but boobs are great to touch.